those were the good old days

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 10:50 pm on Thursday, June 15, 2006

my sister and i went to miriam today. we weren’t planning to go there. we were just in the neighborhood and all of a sudden thought why not go to miriam because we had nothing else to do. we decided to enter the la vista gate because we already passed the katipunan gate. the guard at the high school gate didn’t let us in. we went to the next gate (csc gate). and told the guard we were going to get a car sticker. what the heck. what a lame reason. haha. anyway, so we got in. as we were walking to the high school building, i can’t help but say ‘oh my gosh’ every second. my sister had to tell me to shut up but i really can’t. a lot of things have changed. i’m so amazed. and all i could say was ‘oh my gosh.’ when we got to the high school building, we saw mr. pino at the chapel. he didn’t remember us, as always. haha. of all the times i saw him outside school, he always asks my name. and i thought he should remember me. i was his student during his first year of teaching and he always calls me to read something from the bible. we saw other teachers too. my old health teacher, who was also my sister’s health sister. but i wasn’t that close to her because she was our teacher for like two quarters only (she was only substituting for our original health teacher who was on maternity leave. she knows my sister more. so we were talking and talking when all of a sudden, she asks how come my sister and i are very close to each other considering that we were from different batches. she thought that we were friends. my sister told her we were sisters. we were laughing so hard. she didn’t realize it because we don’t look alike.

next, we saw our english teacher, sir fermin. he’s now the assistant principal for academic affairs. my sister and i were so surprised to learn that. it’s only been a few years and he’s now an assistant principal. unbelievable. we’re so happy for him. he told me he read the article i wrote before and even "preserved" (this was his term) it. and when his friends read my essay, he always tells them i was his student. haha. he also said it was "fantastic." haha. this made me laugh so hard. so he inquired if i have any plans to teach. i told him my usual reply to other people who also ask, "maybe in a few years." he was surprised to learn that i’m already taking my masters at this age. i was surprised he’s taking his doctorate right now. he’s still also very young.

speaking of teaching, they told us that one of my batchmates is back in miriam teaching t.h.e. unbelievable. i never saw that in her.

we also saw one of our social studies teacher. she remembers me but thought that i was a batch lower than my sister, not remembering that i was the batch during her first year of teaching.

other changes in miriam: there’s a new building designed to keep the building cool and maximize ventilation, mr. tiangco and mr. pagulayan moved to the states (separately of course, their wives are nurses), there’s a new principal, there are now a 100++ teachers (there are now 2 faculty rooms to accommodate the teachers), mr. gorospe is now the head of AV, ms. lacson now has straight hair, and there are now food stalls at the sports com.

all of the teachers we’ve talked to also said that the students now are very different from the students before. as early as 1st year, they already know how to drink and smoke. many students now have ‘conduct cases’, they’re not that courteous anymore (they don’t greet teachers and the school had to include a courtesy module for homeroom class), and the level of achievement is very different now (they all think it’s due to internet, games, etc.)

it was really good to see the place again. made me appreciate the good old days.

french open

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 1:04 am on Wednesday, June 14, 2006

and the french open finally concluded last sunday. i was happy for henin-hardenne and nadal that they were able to hold their titles. but i felt sad for federer. if you’ve seen the finals of nadal vs. federer, you can see in federer’s eyes that he already saw his defeat. his eyes were getting red, almost into tears. but who can blame him? he’s been working really hard for it. but i guess winning second isn’t so bad after all. but then again, maybe it is for kuznetsova. when she lost, her face had this expression like she couldn’t accept what just happened. or maybe, that’s just really how her face is…

french filmfest

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 1:02 am on Wednesday, June 14, 2006

i also saw a movie from the french filmfest entitled ’safe conduct’. it was based on a true story of a filmmaker during the war. it was ok. i’m really into all kinds of films so i appreciated this one. but what made me really happy was seeing a lot of people going to the french filmfest. it’s so nice to see many people being into foreign films also these days:)

"watch the glass doors. they’re made of paper."–safe conduct

the lake house

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 12:56 am on Wednesday, June 14, 2006

i went to the premiere of the lake house. i’ve been wanting to see the movie since i first saw the trailer. the trailer was good. very captivating. and another keanu-sandra movie also caught my attention. i really wondered how the movie will end. the movie was great. it was a feel-good movie. i thought it was going to be a super dramatic one. although, i find the ending inconsistent. they ended up together, of course. if you’ve seen it, you’ll understand what i’m talking about. at the beginning of the movie, sandra witnessed an accident, and being a doctor, she rushes to the scene to help whoever was hurt. not realizing then, that it was keanu who died on the scene. towards the end of the movie, the accident was supposed to happen again but sandra did something to prevent the "accident" from happening, hence, they ended up meeting each other. what was inconsistent there was, the accident already happened. they were both there. it happened in both their times. how can it happen again? it’s as if the movie is suggesting that sandra repeated the years, so keanu can keep up, because it was valentine’s day all over again. in spite of this, i still love the movie. made me realize though that sandra is not made for some serious action movie like murder by numbers, and that keanu can do any genre. haha.

dresses

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 7:52 pm on Friday, June 9, 2006

are people still into dresses these days? and i mean wearing dresses not just in formal occasions. i was raised by my mom as the typical little girl, always in a dress or in a skirt, sometimes even wearing a hat. my sister and i were rarely in jeans. because i was so girly-girly, i’m more into sandals than sneakers (there was even a time i felt awkward wearing sneakers). on sundays, we’d be in our best sunday dress. and when we reached our teen years, we’d still wear dresses. but that all changed when all of a sudden people stopped wearing dresses. not really stopped wearing dresses, but people would just wear a dress during formal occasions. i miss wearing a dress on just ‘normal’ days. i wish people will be into dresses again.

"you’re bad. what? you’re so mean. what did i do?"–from some person out there

x-men 3: the last stand

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 11:50 pm on Wednesday, June 7, 2006

i finally got to see the latest x-men movie. it’s good. it has depth. it has a story, unlike other comic book movies. but i don’t think the movie was loyal to the comic book. i don’t remember the story of phoenix ending up that way. but i’m not really sure anyway, i was very young when i was first exposed to x-men. and i just realized how great the creators of x-men were. they made the most powerful mutants as having the powers of the mind. it means that nothing can really beat the mind. and that if you focus your mind to something, you’ll really get it (mind over matter).

i enjoyed my movie day with my sister. and i got to see a lot of trailers too. i’m really looking forward to seeing the lake house. it’s a romantic movie. nicole said it’s like ‘moments of love’, so it has to be corny. but that doesn’t matter. i’m happy there’s another keanu and sandra movie. i really love them in speed. and i hope i don’t get disappointed with the lake house.

"hell has no fury like a woman scorned"–x-men 3: the last stand

my old life

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 11:23 pm on Wednesday, June 7, 2006

i miss my old life terribly. i define my old life as up until my sophomore year in college, before i entered my specialization (management). i miss how things were like eating breakfast with my dad before he drops me off to school, spending all my school days with cheryl and irene, my adventures with irene and cheryl during our long breaks, being at the mall almost everyday, teaching kids, and many more. the people in my life right now made me miss my old life. right now, there are way too many people in my life. i miss the times that i was just alone and the world didn’t care, no one was bothering me and i had the time for myself. i remember i used to spend my saturdays teaching kids in the morning and spending the whole afternoon in starbucks reading a good book or writing a paper or reading some material for school. it’s been a long time since i last did that. i really miss how things were.

but of course, i’m still happy and content with how things are right now. can’t wait to see how 5th year will turn out.

"if i can sell a bar of soap and be good at it, i can sell a good idea. if i can sell a good idea, i can sell an advocacy. if i can sell an advocacy, i can sell a vision. if i can sell a vision, i can create a new world. amen? amen!"–rina echevarria

the cutest girl

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 12:26 am on Friday, June 2, 2006

if i saw the sweetest girl in starbucks before, i saw the cutest girl in powerbooks. there was this girl around 4 or 5 years old, standing at the middle of the bookstore reading a ‘my little pony’ book, unaware of the world around her. after a few minutes, two guys from powerbooks came in pulling a cart full of books. of course, the alarm of the censors went off and when the kid saw what happened, she immediately went near the censors gazing at it, trying to wave the book she was holding. when her mom saw her, she immediately called her telling her that the alarm will go off because she hasn’t paid for her book. after her mom paid her book, she carried her package near the censors again, waving it. of course, the alarms won’t go off anymore:) what a cute kid. i love kids. so innocent and carefree:)

regrets

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 12:11 am on Friday, June 2, 2006

most of the time, i’d hear people say they don’t regret anything in their lives, that they wouldn’t even think changing one bit of it. as for me, i have regrets. i regret not taking my piano lessons seriously (even if i know how to play the piano, it’s different when you’re really good at it). i regret not taking really formal voice lessons (i was traumatized after watching a recital when a little girl sang "three little kittens have lost their mittens, meow, meow, meow." i mean, i really didn’t want to sing that in front of a lot of people. heck, i was so young then). when i have kids, i hope i don’t take out my frustrations with them. although, i would really want them to play an instrument. it’s amazing what music can do to a person’s life:)

Filed under: Uncategorized — sandratherese at 11:46 pm on Thursday, June 1, 2006

most people say that in a relationship, love is not always equal. there’s always someone giving more love, and the other receiving a lot of love. and i’ve always wondered, which is better, to be the one giving lots of love? or to be the one receiving all the love?

*in a past relationship, i felt guilty getting all the love…

"it’s always wonderful to get to know women with the mystery and the joy and the depth. if you can make a woman laugh, you’re seeing the most beautiful thing on god’s earth"–keanu reeves, a scanner darkly